eleen.KYLE
i AM who i am.
no one can change me for the way i am.
no one but ME.
eileen.there are times i wish i dont exist. YET. i'm glad i do.
Tuesday, September 20, 2005

why do everyone assume dat me and abby goes everywhere together ALL THE TIME??
and even if we did... WADS WRONG WITH DAT??
and for god's sake...
doesn't mean you see us going to de bb court together alot means we don't study...
wtf is wrong with these ppl who dun get it?
basketball is just another form of exercise anyway...
and i happen to be a very outdoors person...
i know me and abby seems like we are always together...
so?? we are best frens... and we have de right to be...
and we are NOT always together...
it's just dat ALOT of ppl see us together..
there are times when we are not together alright?
omg... for god's sake i cannot stand it when ppl see me alone and asked in SARCASM where's abby?
grr... wads their problem?
me and abby have to go everywhere together issit??
and even if we do there's NOTHING wrong with dat.
ok calm down... anyway.. went to lib in de mornin today since i have no a-maths paper.. den after dat went kfc for lunch.. saw `abby `farahin `qix `jannah `muylan... abby going to fang's house study so she asked me along... den went interchange... saw mas and arthi etc...
arthi: going bb court again eh?
SEE WAD I MEAN? her tone is like, "why don't u spend de time studying?"
omg.. it's not like i TOTALLY don't study... wtf..
and i'm purposely playing more bb now.. cuz as Os get nearer i can't play anymore..
so i'm playing as much as i can now...
SO FUCK OFF.. AND STOP INTERFERIN MY PERSONAL LIFE....
and even if abby dun go i oso going...
SO PPL WHO THINK I'M INFLUENCIN ABBY AND CAUSING HER GRADES TO DROP... GET A LIFE...
doesn't mean you people dun see me mean studyin means i'm NOT...
ok fine... i'm de slacker kind.. but i DO study alright..
so GET OFF MY BACK...
and even if i dun wanna study wad can u do?
it's MY life.. not yours...
you wanna get straight As... and go jc... do it...
but dun influence me to be a STUDY MANIAC like you people..
i know how to study and relax...
i'm not like those... "hey wanna go for lunch?" ... "no no.. gotta mug gotta mug.."
PLS LAR... u wan to study go...
when i wanna study i will.. and i AM...
do you people want me to SHOUT IT OUT everytime i study??
ok lemme tell u guys... every sat...
i go abby's house and we mug from 4+ to like 9+... ok.. dinner and everything...
we AT LEAST study for 4 hrs... and dats just sat alright...
so can't u freakin see de point...
i don't see anyone studying now oso right... fuck... but i don't go questioning everyone...
u guys think basketball is making my grades go down...
you guys think my bb frens are bad influence...
lemme tell u.. sometimes it's them who ask me go out to STUDY...
fuck... wad makes you think bb ppl are ah bengs who dun study??
one of them even ask me to persuade his gf to do her homework...
we MOTIVATE each other ok...
even abby tells this guy to work hard... and to fulfill his promise...
he passed almost all his subjects...
SEE?? wad makes you think we don't study..
we jio each other out to study...
den only after studies den we go play together...
those ppl are only sec 3s... but we are oridi makin them study...
don't u see de point??
den why don't you ask those ppl with bfs... to stop spending so much time dating and study instead???
CUZ THEY STUDY WITH THEIR BFS TOO!!
fuck... going to de court doesn't mean playing too... we can meet at court den all go tm together to study rights..
maybe some of you think i'm not studyin...
well think wadever u wan...
i'm still going to play bb whenever i feel like it... dat is until Os get nearer...
i dun wanna my brain to BURST with too much stress...
i'm not like you siao ppl out there... who thinks muggin alone is good...
i have common sense... i go out for a break every now and den...
though u asses probably think i'm ALWAYS having a break...
it's not all about studyin dun u get it..
and so wad if i dun study now??
i'm takin in de info slowly.. i'm not plannin to go jc anyway..
i dun wanna cramp my brain... i wanna let de knowledge go in slowly...
so PIA all u wan.. i'm not doing dat...
and i dun need u to plan my future...
i'm sure wadever future i land in i'll be happy...
becuz I DON'T LET DE SURROUNDINGS AFFECT ME...
i'm happy when i wanna be... when i'm with my frens... so thanks and dun control my life...
i like it just de way it is...
horoscope for de day: Unrealistic goals and perfectionism are two things to toss overboard -- they're just ballast that weigh you down and keep you from seeing your true potential. In other words, stop being so hard on yourself. It's time for an attitude change if you see goals as the missing pieces that will make you complete. Real success is realizing right here, right now, how much you've accomplished. True happiness is appreciating where you are.
even my horoscope agrees with me... stressin out urself will only keep you from seein ur own potential... and true happiness is appreciatin wad i am NOW... and i AM happy... alright?
i understand my frens care for me...
they wan me to have a bright future...
but my prospects are diff from them... to them...
a bright future meant going to jc and uni...
to me... i see my future in poly... i DO have my future plan out...
and it's NONE of ur business if u think poly has no future...
and basketball is a SPORTS for god sake... why do some of you think dat its influencin me?? how can a SPORT influence someone?? shit... too bad if u think so... cuz i don't...


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